The Heart of Healing

[somnium]

I was in a battle with some very dark forces in the midst of the flames. They were casting onto my energy body pains and torture.  i saw they were intending me to have a heartattack. I looked forward into the future, and saw i was indeed on the edges of heart failure, and so i made a decision. I cast the body, the knowledges of my heart create the result. I can cast a body without the need of a physical heart, and i can conjure the effects of a heart even without one. So i imagined that my mind's eye can cast projection of sensory perception, the sensations of having a heart. I imagined that my blood can indeed generate oxygen, and the illusion of circulation merely by intent and perception alone. If i change the knowledge and awareness than the perception will match.. I was terrified. My heart kept reaching the edges of heart failure and so i went to the hospital. I arrived in a panic and they put the machine on me, the heart reader, and as i watched i felt their blows align to my body. GAAAAASP, the machine went dead. flatline. i cast it back on again, beep beep beep, and again I AM ALIVE!!!!! beep beep beeep.. but i still felt it coming, that hunter in the dark shadow, unseen but present.. creeping up GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASP!!!!!! dead.. it happened continuosly for about an hour untill finally i gained confidence and proficiency in stopping my heart and restarting again.. gradually i weened off the gasping for breath, and made it into a mild perception, on my chest with the awareness of pulse and no pulse.. i just focused on the effects that were happening and overlaid my own perceptions, merged with them. afterawhile i was safe to go home, and so i did. On to the next battle as it was then... and so i suppose the heart of healing is to choose a positive knowledge, a projection and body that works for you.. it is never to late to change your beliefs, no matter hhow drastic, and just because someone calls it one thing doesn;t mean you cant choose something else entirely. afterall the old visioon would have killed me, and my own improvisation saved my life, a few times..

[Lori-ann]

the heart of healing is to choose a positive knowledge, a projection and body that works for you.. it is never to late to change your beliefs, no matter hhow drastic, and just because someone calls it one thing doesn;t mean you cant choose something else entirel

[~whispers]

[somnium]

I wanted to add another experience that relates to my message of patterns of disease, and the power of diagnosis.

Once upon a time I believed in the power of medicine, and naturally believed in what the doctors said. I went to the hospital for a cough and went out diagnosed with emphysema. Every morning afterwards my lungs burned on fire, and it was getting difficult to breathe. I started to wonder about the patterns of disease and thought, and i reached the transformative realisation that a diagnosis contains a pattern of expected results. I wondered actually if the pattern exists at all without the diagnosis. i focused on my pain and thought of dissipation and moment existing only here and now. the pain lessoned a little then, just as i projected it. I realised that the pain is the essence of my attention, and as i changed my mind of it the pain would change to match. Everyday for about a week i excercised this prjective fusion with my body, lessoning my pain, and i even began moving around the pain. At first i would envision the pain to move a little bit in a said direction, and then i would watch it move. Everytime I commanded the pain it would move. I started to voice my words with it, initiating and developing a commanding awareness. I started even at this point to percieve the pain as a living spirit, and sure enough it fashioned a perceptual awarness to match. Finally i reached the point of accumilative power to transform the symptoms with a simple command. I said to the disease, you are not emphysema, but are more like a muscle cramping. Sure enough it transformed yet again, and became a simple cramping in my lung region, no more pain! Well not burning at least. I ended up walking the cramp all the way into my armpit, where it stayed. I wondered to myself how can emphysema of the lungs be a simple cramping in my armpit!! I have to admit that my faith in traditional medical sciences failed me then, and the power of dreaming, intent, and selective attention (fusion) became much more ... in the spot light. I no longer have emphysema, burning, or even cramping anymore. well... the occasional cramp does resurface, but less and less it does. it has been over a year now since i jave had any burning sensation. the message here is to not listen to diagnosis` from a doctor, especially detrimental ones. it is better to diagnos yourself, there is no such thing as terminal disease. the human body and mind can cure any ailment. and the power of bodily transformation exists, and is within our minds reach.

[Lori-ann]

the occasional cramp does resurface, but less and less it does. it has been over a year now since i jave had any burning sensation. the message here is to not listen to diagnosis` from a doctor, especially detrimental ones. it is better to diagnos yourself, there is no such thing as terminal disease. the human body and mind can cure any ailment. and the power of bodily transformation exists, and is within our minds reach

I agree wholeheartedly with this and actually dislike going to the docs for this reason.  I prefer to look on the bright side and see a cure or healing occur.   I've experimented with this with myself, my kids and others enough to know that it is not only possible but that it works!  In each and every case.  So far... so good!

[somnium]

I agree wholeheartedly with this and actually dislike going to the docs for this reason.  I prefer to look on the bright side and see a cure or healing occur.   I've experimented with this with myself, my kids and others enough to know that it is not only possible but that it works!  In each and every case.  So far... so good!

 

[lavender orchid]

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