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« Last post by somnium on June 06, 2012, 01:00:45 am »
I was in a battle with some very dark forces in the midst of the flames. They were casting onto my energy body pains and torture. i saw they were intending me to have a heartattack. I looked forward into the future, and saw i was indeed on the edges of heart failure, and so i made a decision. I cast the body, the knowledges of my heart create the result. I can cast a body without the need of a physical heart, and i can conjure the effects of a heart even without one. So i imagined that my mind's eye can cast projection of sensory perception, the sensations of having a heart. I imagined that my blood can indeed generate oxygen, and the illusion of circulation merely by intent and perception alone. If i change the knowledge and awareness than the perception will match.. I was terrified. My heart kept reaching the edges of heart failure and so i went to the hospital. I arrived in a panic and they put the machine on me, the heart reader, and as i watched i felt their blows align to my body. GAAAAASP, the machine went dead. flatline. i cast it back on again, beep beep beep, and again I AM ALIVE!!!!! beep beep beeep.. but i still felt it coming, that hunter in the dark shadow, unseen but present.. creeping up GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASP!!!!!! dead.. it happened continuosly for about an hour untill finally i gained confidence and proficiency in stopping my heart and restarting again.. gradually i weened off the gasping for breath, and made it into a mild perception, on my chest with the awareness of pulse and no pulse.. i just focused on the effects that were happening and overlaid my own perceptions, merged with them. afterawhile i was safe to go home, and so i did. On to the next battle as it was then... and so i suppose the heart of healing is to choose a positive knowledge, a projection and body that works for you.. it is never to late to change your beliefs, no matter hhow drastic, and just because someone calls it one thing doesn;t mean you cant choose something else entirely. afterall the old visioon would have killed me, and my own improvisation saved my life, a few times..